today was not a good day. i'm possibly ill-er than i've been in a long while and i've learnt what it's like to be sad and i really don't like it. i'm just hoping soon i fall into a long sleep and awake tomorrow feeling better and hopefully with today forgotten.
it is mostly to do with tiredness. and 39734. i always act like it's not a big deal but it would seem in my heart it is. and that's an ingredient to the sadness and why people mentioned it not.
and it's also, probably, an undue sense of self focus.
is this a lesson? i have a feeling it probably is. and i will now dread such lessons cos they hurt.
i feel a lot of this is tiredness. but still.
let's leave that. awake tomorrow and enjoy the day. and leave today as the past.
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I wasn't going to comment, I was just going to lurk, but I want to send you a big virtual CUDDLE my Paulo...I miss you smile, I hope it comes back soon :)
x
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